" its so hard to smile real . "sorry , yea im finally back ?
schoool is totally boring , bored !
hmms had training today .
wasnt allowed to play on court as they worry that my injury haven recover .
was feeling very upset and down since science lesson ,
maybe cause girls moodswing ?
who knows , hais , stressed up too .
sorry people , i didnt mean to cry out suddenly
i really couldnt control my feelings and tears .
bye .
i dont want to pretend im fine . anymore .